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I act like a 18 year old
4 min read
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 4
[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[x] You know how to do the dishes. (fuck this shit i refuse to)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside 3 or more times a day.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
Total: 18
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"I act like a ___ year old"
Borrowed from
I'm going through a thing right now, mentally speaking, so the artwork is going to be slow coming. Not that anyone gives a shit.
Requests
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- Kaz & Butterfly
--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 4
[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[x] You know how to do the dishes. (fuck this shit i refuse to)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside 3 or more times a day.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
Total: 18
Post this in your journal with the title saying
"I act like a ___ year old"
Borrowed from
I'm going through a thing right now, mentally speaking, so the artwork is going to be slow coming. Not that anyone gives a shit.
Requests
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- Kaz & Butterfly--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
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rhinestone eyes
2 min read
Oh hi. Remember me? Yeah, I'm not dead. It is cold as Santa's ass here. New art to be uploaded soon-ish. Requests are still open, if anyone cares to have something drawn.
Requests
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- Kaz & Butterfly
--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
Requests
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- Kaz & Butterfly--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
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ooo baby baby
2 min read
Moving on from the drama that is my personal life, there is some good news.
I now have a new scanner which means I'll be scanning and posting some new art from the sketchbook. Most of the art will be character designs I've been working on for my project (Working Title: Revenge). Think post-apocalyptic samurai spaghetti western. Because I don't post every crappy sketch, I don't have too much I actually want to post, so I'll be posting the new stuff somewhat sparingly. To make up for this, I'm trying to do some more oekaki works.
On that note, I am going to do something I haven't done here before. I am taking requests. Just try not to get crazy as I kinda suck.
Requests
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- Kaz & Butterfly
--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
I now have a new scanner which means I'll be scanning and posting some new art from the sketchbook. Most of the art will be character designs I've been working on for my project (Working Title: Revenge). Think post-apocalyptic samurai spaghetti western. Because I don't post every crappy sketch, I don't have too much I actually want to post, so I'll be posting the new stuff somewhat sparingly. To make up for this, I'm trying to do some more oekaki works.
On that note, I am going to do something I haven't done here before. I am taking requests. Just try not to get crazy as I kinda suck.
Requests
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- Kaz & Butterfly--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
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what makes a man?
4 min read
Hello everyone.
I know it's been a really bloody long time, so I'll try and catch everyone up with my life.
Back in July, I began a relationship with a lass named Nicki. It was great and pretty much awesome. She loved my bizarre hobbies and blunt honesty. She was hot for me, dug much of the same tunes and was generally on my same wavelength. This lead me to kinda zone out on most things outside of life with her. Things got very serious over time and I did something in November I swore I'd never do. I asked if she'd be interested in taking my last name and maybe wearing a ring to be bought at a later date. She said yes in a rather happy manner that bordered on dogs smelling bacon.
In my bliss, I began writing on my book again. Being with her had motivated and inspired me. My buddy Gabe decided to be a dick and make me choose between him and her. I don't have a buddy named Gabe now. I still did a bit of art, but nothing exceptional. She spent her 21st birthday with her cousins in Arizona, then they went to Las Vegas. I was a horrible wreck the entire time. She assured me she was sick the entire time and miserable, even supplying photographic evidence of this. On closer examination, this seems a bit suspect.
In late January, Tiff assured me that Nicki was just what I needed to get me over memories of Megan, my last failed relationship. I decided she was right. Things seemed great. While away at school, she'd call me every night or I'd call her. We'd talk for hours. But in February things changed slowly. The calls were no longer nightly. The conversations were shorter. She blamed this on a larger class workload. One of the folks I talk to on a forum I frequent told me that I should tell her about my feelings and that it feels like she's almost ignoring me. Two days later, Tiff died of heart problems that no one, not even she, was aware of. She simply was okay then died in her sleep. Her fiance Bianca has barely spoke to me since, choosing to keep to herself. Nicki was still nowhere. I had reached a rather deep pit of despair, as Tiff was one of my closest friends. I grew up with her. I depended on her advice. I often complained at length because she was always out to find me a girl. I miss her so much.
Nicki popped up on the forum we both attended, basically assuming I was drunk and generally made my mood more morose than prior. A little over a week later, she finally talked to me. This was because she wished to dump me. She tried to do this via IM. I refused her that, because if she was going to rip my heart out, she deserves to hear it happen. In the end, I'm pretty certain she did not care. A day or so ago, I fell down in the grocery store and had a breakdown.
Now I feel like I am beginning to heal. It may be the anger I feel towards her doing what she did when she was already aware of my emotional state has muted my pain towards her leaving me. It may also be that she may never have truly loved me but simply, as she put it, 'been returning the attention I gave her'.
I'd give up ever having known Nicki for just one more day with Tiff.
I know it's been a really bloody long time, so I'll try and catch everyone up with my life.
Back in July, I began a relationship with a lass named Nicki. It was great and pretty much awesome. She loved my bizarre hobbies and blunt honesty. She was hot for me, dug much of the same tunes and was generally on my same wavelength. This lead me to kinda zone out on most things outside of life with her. Things got very serious over time and I did something in November I swore I'd never do. I asked if she'd be interested in taking my last name and maybe wearing a ring to be bought at a later date. She said yes in a rather happy manner that bordered on dogs smelling bacon.
In my bliss, I began writing on my book again. Being with her had motivated and inspired me. My buddy Gabe decided to be a dick and make me choose between him and her. I don't have a buddy named Gabe now. I still did a bit of art, but nothing exceptional. She spent her 21st birthday with her cousins in Arizona, then they went to Las Vegas. I was a horrible wreck the entire time. She assured me she was sick the entire time and miserable, even supplying photographic evidence of this. On closer examination, this seems a bit suspect.
In late January, Tiff assured me that Nicki was just what I needed to get me over memories of Megan, my last failed relationship. I decided she was right. Things seemed great. While away at school, she'd call me every night or I'd call her. We'd talk for hours. But in February things changed slowly. The calls were no longer nightly. The conversations were shorter. She blamed this on a larger class workload. One of the folks I talk to on a forum I frequent told me that I should tell her about my feelings and that it feels like she's almost ignoring me. Two days later, Tiff died of heart problems that no one, not even she, was aware of. She simply was okay then died in her sleep. Her fiance Bianca has barely spoke to me since, choosing to keep to herself. Nicki was still nowhere. I had reached a rather deep pit of despair, as Tiff was one of my closest friends. I grew up with her. I depended on her advice. I often complained at length because she was always out to find me a girl. I miss her so much.
Nicki popped up on the forum we both attended, basically assuming I was drunk and generally made my mood more morose than prior. A little over a week later, she finally talked to me. This was because she wished to dump me. She tried to do this via IM. I refused her that, because if she was going to rip my heart out, she deserves to hear it happen. In the end, I'm pretty certain she did not care. A day or so ago, I fell down in the grocery store and had a breakdown.
Now I feel like I am beginning to heal. It may be the anger I feel towards her doing what she did when she was already aware of my emotional state has muted my pain towards her leaving me. It may also be that she may never have truly loved me but simply, as she put it, 'been returning the attention I gave her'.
I'd give up ever having known Nicki for just one more day with Tiff.
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woe
4 min read
so, there have been a few bumps on my road. i'm still arting it up like crazy, but things aren't all smooth-like. most notably are two things. one being that my scanner has taken hatred of me to a new level, so it'll be a bit before any new art can be posted, unless a whip up some pixels.
the second issue being that the promising job i was up for yanked itself away from me quite hostilely. i was told by the manager that i was the most promising guy that applied, then she never called back. when i called i found out the twat had hired two guys instead of one me. that stung quite a bit.
not everything is doom and gloom though, yes? as i said, the art is getting done. i feel i am improving, which is an altogether lovely feeling. i still think i suck, but at least i feel i suck less than before. yaaaaaay. my old man also gave me an air conditioner, which is one the greatest things ever in this world, i swear to you. i no longer feel like i'm sitting in lucifer's infernal assfuck jamboree.
moving on, the lovelife has gone nowhere, which is fine. i mean, it's not like i'd hate having someone to cuddle about with and chase about threatening to gnaw on their head, but if it's not in the cards there's really no point in sweating over it, yes?
i'll try to keep everyone posted on updates with the scanner though and mybe i'll find some old shit on my drive that i've yet to post so you guys can see someone new to you, at the very least. cheers.
--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
the second issue being that the promising job i was up for yanked itself away from me quite hostilely. i was told by the manager that i was the most promising guy that applied, then she never called back. when i called i found out the twat had hired two guys instead of one me. that stung quite a bit.
not everything is doom and gloom though, yes? as i said, the art is getting done. i feel i am improving, which is an altogether lovely feeling. i still think i suck, but at least i feel i suck less than before. yaaaaaay. my old man also gave me an air conditioner, which is one the greatest things ever in this world, i swear to you. i no longer feel like i'm sitting in lucifer's infernal assfuck jamboree.
moving on, the lovelife has gone nowhere, which is fine. i mean, it's not like i'd hate having someone to cuddle about with and chase about threatening to gnaw on their head, but if it's not in the cards there's really no point in sweating over it, yes?
i'll try to keep everyone posted on updates with the scanner though and mybe i'll find some old shit on my drive that i've yet to post so you guys can see someone new to you, at the very least. cheers.
--------------------------teh awesome peoples-------------------------
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